'Annyeong haseyo" by Han Woo Ri
>> Saturday, February 20, 2010










Feeling really lousy now. Don't know whether I'm supposed to feel relieved, happy, sad or just numb. Keep asking myself if I knew what I had just done. God, is this where you are leading to? Last few months had been a lot of crying, laughing, praying and thinking....and finally this.
So, I guess this is it? Is this the end?...or it's just a start to another new phase?
Christian, Jew and Muslim "Trialogue" by Ed Stetzer.


Just got back from Toefl's 23rd belated birthday dinner at TJ Haus. I'm totally zonked out today for some reason. Probably due to the long weekend. Must find a way to go through my weekend feeling less tired. This is gonna be my weekends for quite some time, I better get tuned up for it :)
Ok, for some reason, I'm have somehow wandered back here. Haha...
And again...it has been a while. Good news is, this post is coming from my new baby, Macbook Pro :)
Well, been a long 6 months. Felt it was longer. Not gonna summarise my lost time here, or not I will take forever to finish this post again. Aww...ok, maybe I'll just go through what I have fulfilled in my 2009 resolutions -_-
- Finished the bible again, thanks to Old Testament Survey class @ BCM Night Class.
- Have at least 10 regulars for college cell / ministry. Awesomely, God made way for more! We have at least bout 12 people! PTL!
- Got myself a handphone to replace my stolen one. Got myself a E66! His blessing through a freelance job!
- Got myself a new machine, which is what I'm using now.
Never got to fulfill my "a-country-a-year" thing. But hey, what's there to complain about? I actually achieved more than I thought I would :) And all this...is thanks to You, my Father in Heaven! :)
Oh, I just realised I did not mentioned about my new job since I started. Yes, old news...I have moved into a new job on October 2009. Since then, I have been thrust into a new world of retail merchandising, events, special projects & whatever else you can think of that generates profit (yes, that's exactly what I would describe to anyone who ask me what do i do currently). Well, was scary and still is but I'm learning alot of new stuff. It was a decision and He has brought me through it - will tell you more on the testimony in another post. I've been truly blessed by it; both knowledge and financially. This month itself, God has just poured down even more as my boss decides to give me a raise and bonus. Talk about "pressed down, shaken together and running over"...you can't even imagine the meaning!
This year too, I have started to attend another extra service. Faith City Church, Putra Heights, there's where I go every Sunday @ 5pm now. Taking a step to another new level :)
ok...hope to update more soon.
Tonight, I am deeply sorrowed by an incident that had just happened.
It is said, a small tongue can kill a tall man. Tonight, I had a lil taste of that saying. Tears immediately came to me when I heard those words. Not because I was hurt, but because I felt sad for the person who had just said them. It totally reflect what has been fed into the mind.
Oh Lord, forgive me and give me the strength to pray for the person. Help me not to retaliate but to love just as You would, Jesus.
Yes, we are in the mist of the H1N1 season and it doesn't look like it's improving. Well, at least people are not travelling as much for no reason (I hope). Was in KLIA 2 weekends ago and it seems like there we not as much people at the departure hall.
We definately need to do something bout the virus and its good that people are aware and taking actions. But then again, how much is too much / too little? Can we be over / under cautious? How about washing your hands everytime u touch a door knob / railing / shopping item? Or what bout shaking hands with another person as u greet / introduce yourself to them? Would you be labelled 'rude' if you don't return a handshake especially to a visitor in church? What are you gonna tell them? "Sory, I don't do handshakes, I fear that you might pass me the virus" What if, your clients extend a handshake? Would you do the same too? Or would you risk the shake for that good impression's sake?
Yesterday we had our first class for this semester of BCM Night Class - Youth Leadership I
It's definately not the same as the previous Youth Culture class that we had two semesters ago. This time is only half the size and the people are of another mix...and I think the work is more...(oh, no!) We were told that we were required to read up some books for our assignments. That's not going to be something easy for me but I thought it was good. You see, I was trying to make my self to read more books this year and this 'book assignments' thingy is sure gonna make me do so. Haha...talk about 'killing two birds with a stone' :P
During the class, Ps. Lisa & a few pastors from the YAM shared how they got involved in the youth ministry. Some of them was in the youth ministry because they saw the need and decided to fill that need. Some didn't even youth ministry in thier mind, but somehow was called by God and ended up blessing so many youth, more than they can imagine.
One thing I think they have in common - their passion for the generation of young people. Thank God for people like them, huh? I won't even be what I am now if not for people like them. Then again, this brings me to ponder about that same question they were sharing about..."Why am I in the youth ministry?" Is it just because of a need? Calling? Or other reasons?
Oh yes, that was my first post after more than a year not touching this place. Haha...Currently doing 'spring cleaning' in here. So bare with me the messiness. It will be up...won't dare to say soon, but it will be in a while. Will scribble some stuff here n there occasionally.
Read more...Just remembered I had this nice photo that Aaron took few months ago in LCCT - the month where a whole 'kampung' left for the Land of the Kangaroos. Also with them was Esther, one of my close friend since Sunday school. We haven't been close since high school but recently, just before she left, we kinda linked back again. Now that she is in Perth, really missed her, especially that smile & all the encouragements.

That's so not true...hahaha...or is it?
Can't believe I can actually have an above 50% addiction...muahahha
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